|Mar 11 2010|
Lately I can't articulate myself correctly. It's like what I want to say gets garbled coming out no matter how much time I spend preparing, I'm sure my boss thinks I'm an idiot. I'm also tired of not being able to think clear enough to not make things that shouldn't be complex, complex in my mind. If it's foreign, it's like I have this anxiety that screws up my brain. I don't know if any of this makes sense as I am tired, but I need to vent and hope this shit stops. It makes me get down on myself sometimes. It's like: I know there's a smart person in there somewhere. Needless to say most of the time I feel like a fraggin idiot!
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