|Jun 02 2009|
Two steps forward, one step back....
I feel like as soon as I start feeling better, the sooner the other half of my disorder rears it's ugly head again.
I'm really tired of going through this. Right now I want to just sleep all of the time as if an anchor is drawing me further into the depths of the sea and when I'm awake and the "anchor" lifts a bit, I get irritated easily and frustrated that I'm getting irritated, and at times feel very empty and alone.
I'm so sick of this fucking roller coaster bullshit! Pardon my french; that's just how I feel at the moment.
I swear, I should just be quiet when I'm doing well b/c I jinx myself whenever I say something
Note to self: shut your mouth Jess when doing well; just shine bright by being supportive and not talk about how great you're feeling.
Lack of sleep
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