Behind Green Eyes |
Jun 02 2009 |
Two steps forward, one step back....
I feel like as soon as I start feeling better, the sooner the other half of my disorder rears it's ugly head again.
I'm really tired of going through this. Right now I want to just sleep all of the time as if an anchor is drawing me further into the depths of the sea and when I'm awake and the "anchor" lifts a bit, I get irritated easily and frustrated that I'm getting irritated, and at times feel very empty and alone.
I'm so sick of this fucking roller coaster bullshit! Pardon my french; that's just how I feel at the moment.
I swear, I should just be quiet when I'm doing well b/c I jinx myself whenever I say something
Note to self: shut your mouth Jess when doing well; just shine bright by being supportive and not talk about how great you're feeling.
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Comments (9)
I'm sorry that you're feeling down. Be kind to yourself. You will feel better soon enough.
Thanks Yorkielove. What you said means a lot!
Don't be so hard on yourself. It's only normal to want to share when all is great in your world. I'm sure it brightens the day of your friends and family when you shine. Listen to your body and rest when it needs it. Think of yourself as a battery recharging so you can shine brightly again.
Blessings, Steffanie
Blessings, Steffanie
Thank you for your kind words hopefull1 and Ashley this illness does suck butt, big butt I may add. Thanks for your well wishes hon. HOpefully I'll be back to "normal" (whatever the hell that is, LOL!) in no time.
yeah i know.. im on a forever rollercoaster it seems.. i hit bottom acouple of times but im waiting to crash
Your title reminds me of a limp bizkit song here are the lyrics, I hope this makes you feel better:
Something you should know about Behind Blue Eyes Lyrics
Title: The Who - Behind Blue Eyes lyrics
Artist: The Who Lyrics
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No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
Something you should know about Behind Blue Eyes Lyrics
Title: The Who - Behind Blue Eyes lyrics
Artist: The Who Lyrics
Visitors: 147856 visitors have hited Behind Blue Eyes Lyrics since May 27, 2008.
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No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
Kathryn,
My title is a metaphor for the Who song you posted the lyrics to
I can totally relate to that song and it can apply to struggles with BP disorder. Thank you for posting the lyrics
I looooovvvveee that song!
My title is a metaphor for the Who song you posted the lyrics to
I can totally relate to that song and it can apply to struggles with BP disorder. Thank you for posting the lyrics I looooovvvveee that song! 
I love that song, and I also have green eyes!
Nobody who doesn't have this disorder can possibly understand how difficult it is.
Sending you happy healing thoughts.
Nobody who doesn't have this disorder can possibly understand how difficult it is.
Sending you happy healing thoughts.
Yay someone else who has green eyes!
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