the days are short and the nights are forever long....... http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/if-i-run-will-i-just-die-tired Wed, 19 Jun 2013 16:34:30 +0100 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/if-i-run-will-i-just-die-tired/loosing-my-will-to-fight well today is the first time i share my day with others i dont know where to begin i have not slept more than 3 hrs a night in months i hate to go to sleep i only sleep the hours i dobecause my body just shut's down ,i end up falling to sleep in a chair at the computer.....my head is so bogged down with fearful thoughts i try to avoid it but i cant control it the thought of death haunts me i try to accept that we must all cross over sometime but the rush of fear just floods into my mind [...] emtj05