I want to start by telling you that all of what I write is the honest to god truth and I can tell my stories and feelings on this page safely. I find child molestation as a sick, discusting act and in no way would I ever conceder touching a child. What happened to me felt like I was a responsible, active participant at the time. I'm married now with two lovely children. I would kill anyone who tried to do to them what happened to me. I feel guilty because I did really enjoy my soccer coach molesting and having sex with me. I didn't even protest when he had a couple of friends join.
At the time it started I was a 12yo boy who was starting puberty and didn't end till I was 16.
my friends dad was my soccer coach plus he lived directly across the street from me. My parents were never really around so my rides to practice and to my games were given to me by my coach. The day it started was a cold,rainy day. We had played a game and were filthy. It was normal for me to shower and stay over night a lot.
My buddy went to his bathroom to clean up as I went to his parents bathroom to shower as I normally did. I had finished my shower and was wrapped in my bath towel when the door opened and my coach slipped into the bathroom quickly. I saw a different look in his face that I had never scene before. His look instantly made me hard. I took a chance and dropped my towel showing off my hard-on. At first he asked me what the hell I was doing. I froze in fear. He walked over to me. I thought he was going to put my towel back on me but to my shock he started rubbing my cock. He gently backed me up to the bathroom wall. He got down on the floor and started sucking my dick. He stopped after only a few. He stood up and pulled his dick out. He told me imitate what he did to me. I took him into my mouth. I really liked it. I wasn't very good but he let me keep going. After a little while he took his pants off and told me to lick his ass like an ice cream sandwich. I almost barfed at first but quickly started liking it. After a few, he turned me around and spit on my back and ass. He started rubbing his dick between my ass cheeks. He shot his load all over my back and ass. He told me to hit the shower. As I showered off he stood at the glass door rubbing his dick and licking his lips. He instructed me on when to soap up and how. He opened the door and started jerking me off. I came in a matter of seconds.
After we dressed he asked me if I would like to do it again. I said yes. I was told not to say anything to anyone or he would never talk to me again, kick me off the team, not allow me to play with his son, and tell my parents who would put me in an orphan home.
A couple of days went by when the phone rang. My mom had answered and after a short conversation she told me that my bud wanted to play. When I knocked on the door Mr. R answered. I said J wanted to play. He told me j and his mother went to her mothers and wouldn't be home till late. With that he started taking my cloths off. He brought me up to his room. He began showing me nude pics of his wife who was insanely hot with huge tits. I instantly got hard. He played with me on his bed for a while before he pulled out a bottle of lotion. He smothered my ass and his fingers. He began working his finger into my ass. I came instantly.
A month had gone past and we had several interactions. One Friday I was invited by phone to sleep over with my bud J. I knew what was really going on. I went over to Mr. R's. he opened the door and told me that J and his mother were staying at her mothers for the weekend. It was common for them to stay there a few weekends a month.
He quickly ran me up the stairs to his room. We jumped into bed. He kissed me a few times then turned on the tv. He started a movie. It was him and his wife having sex. She obviously had no idea she was being filmed. He striped then striped me. I went to suck his dick like I always did to start. He stopped me and said " get on all fours. I did as I was told. I felt baby oil pouring all over my ass. He had been fingering my ass every time for a month. I really enjoyed it. He pulled his fingers out. All at once I felt his cock pushing at my asshole. I actually came. He slowly worked his cock into my ass. He was gentle and kind. After he was all the way up in me he paused to allow me to adjust to him. By this time the pain was gone and I was in bliss. He slowly began fucking me. It felt great. His hands griped my hips firmly. He quickened his pace. I moaned. He started really moving. A little painful but well worth it. After about 10'he moaned and said he was going to cum. He began to pull out when I objected. He started slamming me the press against me. Thrusting his cock deep inside. I could feel his cock pulsing as he came in me.
He rested on me for a couple of seconds then pulled out. He asked me if I liked it and all I could do was smile and nod.
Some time had passed and he fucked me so many times I lost count. One Saturday we were having our end of the season party at Pizza Hut. All of my team mates were there and their parents. Mine were not there as usual. About 3/4 the way through the party Mr. R told me to go to the bathroom. I did. Shortly after he came into the bathroom. He locked the door and pulled my shorts off. Quickly he rammed his cock up my ass. He fucked me quickly. He came deep in me then quickly pulled his pants back up and ran out. It was awesome!!
When I was 14 we were into a great routine of private and sometimes public sex. One Saturday we pulled our usual scam and I went over to his house. When I went inside there were two men I didn't know and Mr. R. standing by the stairs. One of the guys bit his lip and began rubbing his dick through his pants. The other guy asked Mr. R. If he was sure. He told him yes then he grabbed my hand leading me upstairs. I was a little scared and didn't know what was going on. When I entered his room there was a video camera set up and a Polaroid on the dresser. I was a little freaked out. Mr. R assured me there was nothing to worry about as he took my shirt off. I was facing him with the two men at my back. Mr. R striped me nude then striped himself. He had me suck his dick while the cute man took pictures. The other man was close video taping me sucking his dick. It felt strange but I didn't mind. The cute man started touching me. He got down behind me. He pressed up against me. His jeans were unbuttoned and I could feel his cock rubbing against me through his boxers. I started moving and rolling my hips, teasing him. I heard him taking his cloths off. He began licking and fingering my ass. I was in heaven. As I took turns sucking their dicks Mr. R asked the other man to join. Three dicks and me. Loved it!! I took turns sucking them off as they touched me and each other. The cute man took up position behind me and slipped his cock inside. He had a huge dick and it hurt for a little while. The other two kneeled in front of me putting their dicks in my face for me to suck while the cute guy fucked the hell out of me. He quickly pulled out and came on me. The other man said it was his turn and quickly stuck his cock in me. He was quick and hard. He slapped my ass a lot while he fucked me. The cute man climbed onto the bed and put his dick in front of me. At first I was like hell no but I took a chance and started sucking his dick. I could taste ass but not gross ass. I liked it. Mr. R was taking pictures of them fucking me. I teased him with my eyes. The cute man raved about how lucky Mr. R was for having me. The other man finished fucking me. He came on me then went and sat down. Mr. R started eating my ass as I began to make the cute guy hard again. I really liked the cute guy and wanted some alone time with him eventually. Mr. R fucked me then told me that the two men would be staying here for the weekend and that he told my patents he would watch me while they went out of town.
Later that night we ate pizza and sat around. I listened to them talk about their sexual experiences with men and women. The cute guy kept eyeing me. He asked Mr. R if he could take me upstairs for a little one on one. He agreed. I was thrilled. We went upstairs. He striped me and then told me to lay on my back. He took his cloths off and spit in his hand. He rubbed the spit on my hole. He lifted my legs up and very slowly and passionately slid his dick in me. I told him to fuck me. He took his time. Kissing my chest and lips. He stayed in control and really took his time. He was sweating bad. He said he was going to cum and started to pull out. I told him he could cum in me. With that he started fucking me fast. I was loving it. He pumped his load deep in my ass. He pulled out and sucked my dick and swallowed my load.
After, we were laying on the bed when he asked me if he could secretly start seeing me on the side. I said yes. At 14 I had two regular grown men molesting me and fucking me. I know it's awful in reality. I would kill anyone who tried to do that to my kids. Yet I felt like I was in control. It was what I wanted at that time. It went on till I was 16. I slept with a few adults at 15 and a few more at 16. I couldn't believe how easy it was to get an adult to desire me sexually.