| Oct 15 2008 |
why does everything that i think would be good for me seem to go down the drain. My boyfriend and I are not talking cuz it seems that everything said pisses me off. I am trying to cope but it is getting harder and harder every day. This sucks. He wants me to clean and I dont feel like it cuz my depression is bad right now. I havent even taken a shower or got ready for the day today. I spent a lot of time on the computer and worrying that I am not going to have to money in my account to have my rent go thru. I just dont know what to do anymore. I asked mike and he said he had no money and I dont want everything to bounce thru my account. I hope that I get paid from my job this friday cuz if I dont I will be screwed so bad. I have money coming out on sunday to pay another bill. I have not said much to my mom but mike is getting pissed cuz he thinks that i am talking to everyone about my problems with him and I should be talking to him directly. I am working on it but it is getting more difficult.
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