|Oct 30 2010|
I'm back. I am on my meds and feeling pretty good. When I first joined this group I was in a wonderful relationship. Now dont get me wrong it had its roller coaster moments (mostly because I wasntmedicated). We split up after 3 years of being together and it broke my heart. We split up in august of 2009 and it was stressful! Now after over a year and me being on my meds we are speaking again!! This in and of itself makes me very happy. I would love nothing more than for this guy to give me a second chance but at the same time I am so happy just being friends with him (seriously) that I dont mind. I have spoken with him about my bp and it is so refreshing to talk to someone who listens and believes me when I say that so many of my actions in the past were not me. I know that if we never get back together I still get to keep a wonderful friendship. And maybe nows not the right time for me to be in a relationship, maybe I need to discover who I am first.
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