Holy Cow, I have only been awake for an hour and 15 minutes and it already isn't good. The people that I live with just don't understand what I am going through and that sometimes it isn'treally me and that sometimes i just need to wait it out until I can talk to them. They just get upset with me and start telling me about how I don't need to act like that and it makes me feel so stupid and i know its not really me but I cant help but feel like I am the one doing all of this. Today will hopefully get better. Maybe I will go excersise.