| Mar 01 2008 |
Man I really hate myself. I am about to get kicked out of where I am living because of my bp. I live with my cousins who took me in so they could help me find a better job and to learn to live on my own. Well I have had a few bad spells since I have been here because i was put on Lexapro for depression and it made me flip out and thats when my doctor started talking to me about being bp and he said that he thinks that I am bp so he put me on seroquel, but that I need to talk to a psych. so I have an appointment with one on tuesday. But I have done alot of research about bp and I have pretty much all of the symptoms and it explains so much about the past and I am so glad to know that its not just me. But when I tried to explain to my cousins how i feel and stuff and they just thought I was crazy, and now they dont want me here anymore and i dont know where to go.
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written by MusicTeacher, March 01, 2008
I'm sorry to hear that your cousins aren't educated about bp. But you sound like you're willing to learn more and that is going to help you a lot in the long run. Be proud of yourself for having the bravery to go through with your dr. appts. This can be scary but you are not alone i promise. You'll be alright as long as you are willing to take care of yourself and learn as much as you can from the doctors and from us here. Good luck.
J
J
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Sometimes I hate myself too. It happens, and it sucks. The only way to go from here is up I guess. Plus, sounds like you're on meds which should help, and talking to a psych I'm sure will help. I hope tomorrow looks better for you though. Good luck.
~M