|Dec 24 2008|
Something happened a couple of months back that has completely wrecked OH's relationship with our friends. Thanks to this we're spending Christmas this year at home instead of at my parentswith all the family :( Im finding it really hard to be, im used to spending Christmas with my mum, dad, sister, friend & niece now im not going to be to & its killing me! Ive just got back from Christmas drinks at my friends (OH wasnt invited) I had to sit there & watch everyone enjoy theirselves with their partners & mines sitting at home. God i could cry my heart out right now, i dont feel like i can talk to anyone about how its making me feel as i dont want to cause upset for anyone. To top it all OH's mother is spending Christmas with us so ive got to be all happy & jolly when all i want to do is scream! Its killing me that im not going to be spending the day with my niece, im just so upset by it all & feel as though im all alone..
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