"I have suffered from depression most of my life, but had some long, non-depressed times. The last 16 years have been an on-going, constantly worsening nightmare for me medically, socially and with my family. 11/2008 to the present has been the worst time in my life, and new things just keep piling up. During that time I’ve gone from being mostly homebound to being totally homebound due to the errors of about 2 dozen doctors who overmedicated me so badly that I came home w/ 4 conditions I didn’t go in with. I spent months wanting to die, and finding MDJ may well have saved my life. It’s one of the worst feelings to know that nobody on earth needs you for anything; but now that I’ve been a group leader for awhile, there are people here who need me. Thanks MDJ." (Sylvia4648)
COLORGENICS CUBE TEST RESULTS |
Oct 30 2008 |
This is very accurate...You can check it out for yourself!
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Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.
Pharmikia=Drugs=Witchcraft |
Oct 29 2008 |
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Why Am I So ANGRY??? |
Sep 14 2008 |
I'm super sensitive and any little thing pisses me off. Like for example, I went to a fun p
Expressing Grief & Healing Through Art |
Sep 11 2008 |
I had to crop so much out for my avatar.
Sometimes I can only express my feelings through art when I have a loss for words.
If anyone feels like sharing I'd like to see what brings you comfort, it might help me too.
Mourning,Death Dreams,Cremation,Confusion |
Sep 08 2008 |
Lately I've been trying my best to ignore my feelings of sadness for my husband who recently died from a drug overdose.
I suppose I'm trying to force myself to stay angry at my husband by remembering and focusing on some of the bad things that happened between us.
I can't fool myself into accpeting the fact that all this is ok and part of life. I somet
Am I Bipolar or is it Anxiety & Depression? |
Sep 08 2008 |
Signs from a deceased loved one or am I delusional |
Sep 08 2008 |
Is it all in my head or could I possibly be getting messages from my deceased ex husband? Am I just traumatized and grieving and seeing what I wish to see?
Then whydoes every little thing that happens seem to be so specific and only something he and I would know about.
Is anyone else going through this or felt this way?
Am I
Are you in an abusive relationship? There is hope! |
Sep 08 2008 |
Hi friends, I was exactly where you are now, I had people telling me left and right to leave my abusing husband but he kept scaring me telling me I wouldn't make it without him. He was very controlling, when I had back surgery with 6 titanium screws in my back, he was angry with me because I wouldn't tell him where I hid "MY" anxiety meds and he broke my walker from the hospit
Propanolol takes the edge off for me without making me drowsy or sleepy : ) |
Sep 08 2008 |
Propanolol takes the edge off for me without making me drowsy or sleepy.
I take Xanax too, I used t otake Klonopin but I turned into a mean drunk and it caused me to forget what I had done a week ago.
Xanax makes me so sleepy too BUT my psych doc prescribed a beta blocker and it takes the edge off REALLY!!!
It doesn't ma
Believing Lies, Guilt Trips & Jail Mail |
Sep 07 2008 |
I'm a new widow of an addict, he just died July 3rd 2008, I sometimes carry the guilt that I wasn't able to help him change through the 4 years we were married, but I have thoughtabout that and honestly, it wasn't about me.
"HE" was sick & addicted. He was on Methadone to stop the heroin cravings but still took Xanax to get high (I hated his doctor,
Hubby died from a drug overdose July 3rd 2008. Am I going crazy? |
Sep 07 2008 |
My birthday is in October. I'm a sculptor when I feel happy or energetic. I'm easygoing, open minded and outgoing unless I'm having a bad day then I hate sunlight and just want to hide from the world.
I got separated from my husband June 14 2007 and got a restraining order because my husband had way too many emotional/drug problems that I just couldn't help him
