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How I feel today

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october 31st 2008

Nov 01 2008

Well, today has been a very difficult day. Me and Ron got into a huge fight about stupid shit and I just couldnt take anymore being a doormat since his dad died. I have had some thoughts of suicide hereand there today. Just sometimes wish I had the balls to do it. But I am a chicken. I tried to call Dr Tew today. I left her a message but she never returned my call, so now I have to wait till tuesday for a response from her on the bad anxiety I am feeling.

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written by Yvonne802, November 01, 2008

I am sorry you are feeling so bad. Please don't consider suicide as an option. You don't want to be dead really you want to be well. Remember that ok? Take good care.

written by Moonfaery, November 01, 2008

ty Yvonne, I try to keep that in mind all the time