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found a nice campground in Antioch ILLinois called Timber

Lake Park. This place was enormous. At first my parents

would not let me leave the camp site. They thought i was

to young to be wandering around by my self in such a big

place. But i wanted to hang out with my two older

brothers. And maybe meet some friends. My parents told

my brothers to keep a eye on me and don't let me out of

there sight. They agreed. That night a band was playing.

They finished about 11:30PM. Afterwards everyone hanged

around, or hanged around in the game room near by. but

i was to young to be in there. My brother told me to go

back to camp. But i did no know my way back in the dark

he tried to tell me how. I thought i understood. but on

my way back i got lost. I tried to get back to where my

brothers where, but i go even more lost. so lost,

somehow i ended up outside the park along side a country

road in the middle of no wear. I was cold. I was in

shorts, and had no jacket. I gave up. I sat down on the

side of the road, and started to cry. A car finally came

around and stopped. This man wanted to know what i was

doing here at two in the morning. I told him i was lost

and where i came from. He told me he knew where that

campground is. I stopped crying because he was going to

help me. He put me in his car and we drove away. I was

so happy i was going home. But that was shot lived. He

started to put his hand on me. At first he was only

touching my leg. But then he moved up, And rubbing my

genitals. I kept telling him to stop. But he kept on

doing it. i tried to get in the back seat to get away

from him. But he kept pulling me back. He pulled over

and pulled a gun out from under the seat, and forced me

out of the car and threw me to the ground, where he tied

up. He even put tape over my mouth, so i couldn't cry

out for help. He then dragged me to the bach of his car

and threw me in the trunk. And then drove away. i don't

know how long i was in there. or where i was going. When

he stopped, he pulled me out and took me inside of a

abandoned farm house. He untied me and forced me to

remove my clothes. As he did as well. he told me to

kneel down in front of him..... He forced his penis in

my mouth while holding his gun to my head. He then

leaned me over and forced his penis int my rectum.

Crying out in such pain, i kept telling him to stop.

But he continued. He even forced other objects into my

rectum. Like pens, glass bottles, even spoons. These are

just some of the things he did to me...... He tortured

me like this two to three time a day. For five days.

When it come down to food, he did not feed me very well.

What ever food he dodn't finish, that is what i had to

eat. Some times i would get a piece of sandwich the size

of a half dollar with just a piece of meat. He even fed

me dog food. I was afraid if i didn't eat what he gave

me that he would hurt me even worse. So i stopped resis-

ting all together.When ever he would come into the room

i would back myself up into a corner thinking he was

going to hurt me again. That was usually the case. He

would pull me out of the corner and begin to molest me

again over and over and over again. When i was in the

room by my self, would curl up into a ball and say to

my self I want to go home. I would say this over and

over. I want to go home. After the third day i took a

risk. And started pleating with him to let me go. I pro-

missed him i would never tell any one about this. i kept

on saying this for another day in a half. All the time i

was being molested. Finally on the fifth day, I t was night time. He came into the room. Again i backed my

self up into a corner. He walked up to me pointing his

gun. He put the end of his gun between my eyes, and told

me to get on my knees. I thought he was going to kill

me. he pulled me up by my hair and told me to take hold

of his gun, and put it in my mouth. He began to tell me

that he was going to let me go.He told me if i ever told

any one! even the police! i will find you and your family

and molest you in front of them. And i will kill them

one by one. And make you watch. All the time while stro-

king my genitals. He told me to pick up my clothes, and

we left the house. He took me to his car and told me to

get in the trunk. This was the first time i didn't mind

going into the trunk. I was finally in a place where he

couldn't touch me. I was still naked. I tried to get

dressed, but things were tight. When he finally stopped,

he led me into a field of tall grass. and told me to lay

down. He told me witch direction the campground was. and

then he molested me once more. I was num. i laid there

awhile to make sure he was really gone. Once i knew I

got dressed and walked in the direction he told me. And

then i see the sing Timber Lake Park. You would think i

Would be happy? NO. He took everything that life meant

to me. When i got to the entrance to the park i see a

police car. Before i got to it the officer in side got

out and couldn't believe what he is seeing. The officer

gave me his jacket because i was shivering. I was not

shivering because i was cold. I was shivering because i

was terrified.

This post was posted on 9/13/2008

Scott