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Yea so i know i haven't been on recently but this is the only place where i feel comfortable/safe saying this. So last night my mom got a call from my school guidance counselor, saying that she hadsomething important and that she would send an email, i told her it was probably about something that happened in chem which it might have been, but i wasn't sure so i checked and the email said

So I heard about the butterfly project recently and i decided to give it a go. I have 5 butterfly's for each of my best friends i haven't 'killed' them yet but its only been a few hoursbut i really want to overcome this addiction, not for me (if it were up to me everyone would leave me alone about it) but for my friends. I see how upset it makes them and i always say that if anyone

so yesterday i was at crew practice and i thought i was alone in the locker room so i started inspecting my arm pit. Before you go saying thats totally random and what not, i noticed the previous eveningthat several of my lymph nodes were swollen and the one in my under arm was sensitive and larger then the rest. So i was looking at it poking it when one girl walks in and asks what im doing and i

kay so im not really expeting anyone to read this nor do i care i just really need to vent. For over the past 2 years i have played a travel softball team. I have become close to all the girls on my teamand we are all best friends, no actually not, were like sisters. Before joining the team i was in a really dark place but joining the team helped me out a bit. We have celebrate

so basically today started like any other day then i found out that i have a half sister so yea :) that legit made my life... i've always been hoping since i was like 3 for a sibling and yea now ifound out i have one!!

Ok so my plan for the summer is to write the next great american novel but... i need a topic idea if anyone could give me some good non-fiction topics to write about please mention it here! gracias!

so along with the fibro i've also been haing neck pain. I know it isn't part of the fibro because it is much much worse and it is in my spine. Sometimes it get so bad that it hurts to move it the slightest bit. I have my annual physcical later this month and i want to bring it up to him but he was already skeptical when i told him about the "horrible pains" that i

teehee im writing this mainly for myself but yea im in the middle of an exam right now and just felt like posting that

So far today has been horrible and its only 11:00 :( i mean there have been some good things but so far its been crappy.

First i had crew practice today and afterward the whole team was goingto go down to this crepe resturant. I wasn't flairing up so i thought "GREAT! This is something i can finally go to!" but as usual i was wrong. My mom works full time so my grandfather c

ugh the fibro started off as managable but now im always tired and sore :( a few weeks ago i could go out for a 5 mile bike ride with out much trouble but today i went maybe a mile and i almost fellasleep while riding so i stopped and fell asleep on the ground. plus im always sore even with my medication amd its just so frustrating some times im to tired to do anything but sleep but if i take a

THE GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA YOU LOST!!!

sorry i just really had to put that!!

So up where i am there has been a state of emergency declared due to flooding! I LOVE floods my basment has several inches of water though thankfully nothing is ruined. When my mom called the fire departmentWe were number 500 for deflooditizing!!!! lol i have no idea where i got that word. And right after lunch we found out we were getting out early so in world civ (which is 1 of my fav subjects)

So I had to go to Hasbro Childrens Hospital today :D I have actually come to enjoy hospital visits because it means i get the day off of school and i get to go to the mall! Though i really don't like blood tests. But yea so the doctor came in and was like ok does this hurt does this hurt on a scale of 1 to 10 blah blah blah. He was telling me that most of the bloodwork i got done came out f

pretty please :)! lol well call me crzy but i actually like going to hospitals...except when the use sharp pointy things called meedles DX. But when i go i try to think of it as an adventure and i geet excited to go! Also the fact that i get to ditch school isn't so bad either. If I were to go to school i wouldn't go in in th ebeginning cuz i always have early appointments and its about

ok so i was on facebook last night talking to one of my guy friends who i actually really lik alot. So after he signed off of facebook chat i typed in "CAN'T YOU GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD I LIKEYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!" and right as i hit enter he signed back on! So he actually got the message! Then 2 seconds later he signed off agai . I have no idea what to do the next time i see him. I see h

soo basically im ALWAYS getting pissed off. Im not being over dramatic like every single minute of every single day i always feel pissed off and i don't know why. Even just the tiniest things seemto piss me off. For example im currently pissed off because of a couple tiny things. My mom (who i have come to loath) touched my shoulder in a resturant (after which i immediatly ran up to my bathroo

kay so my mom was being a total bitch yesterday. I was having a really bad flare up day so i asked my mom were the heating pad was (it sometimes somewhat helps) and she said it was upstairs well it hurt to stand up so i asked her if you could run upstairs and grab it for me. She just bitched at me saying "If you think you have fibromyalgia your going to have to suck up pai

Hi well since this is my first time writing, i guess i should start off by telling you a little about myself. My name is Erin and I'm 14 and freshman at a private school. I found this website wheni was bored in school and googling how to get rid of fibro knots. Yea I have fibromyalgia, it's a pain in the ass, though the only people who know are my mom, Hasbro Childrens Hospital, and a f