Happy Birthday nan

Wow I am feeling so great since starting back on juicing again first few days I felt abit tired but that was always going to happen the body clearing every bit of crap out,but Im really starting to benifitfrom it now and only been on it 10 days!The energy is really good and im not tired anymore plus sleeping soooo much better yes!!! bonus lost half a stone im definatly going to keep going with thi

Today I feel so crap I have missed my counciling appointment as did'nt feel like talking.My deeper problems are coming out again with weight and exercising I need to keep focused on my goalsrather than come off them and lately things are so strained I dont know what to do I love my fiance but him and dad just dont get on and I wish they did I just dont know I just need to consentrate o

Had bloods taken yesterday hopefully everything will come back ok just want to know why I keep comming down with illnesses all the time and why I had them pins and needles!Hopefully put my mind at restim sure stress is the cause of my problems!!! Get results next week

Off to the docs today keep having pins and needles in hands and legs worried this morning as have had it for over 2 hours now in left hand lower arm hope its nothing.Little finger and ring fingercompletly numb.

Mum it is 3 years today that you passed away it feels like yesterday but so long ago that I havent seen your beautiful smile and had one of your hugs.I miss you soooo much mum my life is notthe same without you here eventhough I know you walk beside me everyday.I wish you was here to speak to on the phone everyday to have our mother and daughter chats to laugh with to go shopping togeth

I actually felt like I enjoyed something today which I have found hard to do for along time . I went Ice Skating wow I actually had the confidence to try something new and not back out Im so pleasedeventhough now I have a huge bruise just below my kneecap and am in agony I had a good day and actually had a smile on my face!

Had counciling today had alot of things deep down that came to light.Where has my family gone mum kept us altogether wish she was here.Why isnt dad ever positive with me why do I feel I have lost mydad aswel as my mum or did I ever have him its sad very sad.Money wise  he is there for me but could be questioned maybe for a hold on me but love where is that from him do I really know my dad!