|May 10 2011|
Feeling pretty down today. I was fine awhile ago and now I'm so down it's hard to do my job. I thought for a moment that today would be a good day to go to the walk-in psychiatrist place however.. I realized that I don't have benefits and neither does my fiance at the moment, and we need to be able to afford his medication. We wouldn't be able to afford anything that the psychiatrist decided to give me, so what's the point?
I can feel my mood continue to drop, and there is no reason for this. By the end of the day (5 and a half more hours to go) I might not be functional.
This is really starting to feel like what happened when I first when into hospital because I was scared I would do something, and when I got out, I did it anyways.
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