|Jan 27 2011|
Well, John went out of town for work. He got his weekly take homes so, all is good on that front.
He left a little surprise for me after I went to work. Not only did he clean up, take out the trash and fold laundry...he left me a little note under the covers in bed. I pulled the covers back and he placed a sweet note saying "Love ya and I'll miss ya" next to a heart with wings. That's the sweet thoughtful man I married.
He's called every morning and every night just to see how I slept and how my day went.
I feel so much love when he does these things...but it's still hard to show him. It's like I tense up when he's around. I guess I'm having a really hard time letting him in again. He's being so patient about it, and I wish I could just let the past go...but it's always there.
One day at a time...and one step at a time.
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Jan. 27, 2011