|Sep 29 2010|
With all the new insight I've been discovering, I'm wondering if I should let John move in with me next month or not. I've been debating it all day and still don't have an answer. I'm trying not to put pressure on myself to make a decision, but it's hard. It would help in sooooo many ways, but I'm just not sure yet. He's been at my place since Sunday night b/c he watched my dog over the weekend. He hasn't had a way home b/c his van isn't fixed yet. He said he would be going home today though. I didn't mind him being there Monday or yesterday. He was a big help yesterday...cleaned up, washed dishes and put them away, made dinner and cleaned up after dinner....even finished up the laundry and took out the trash. He's trying so hard. He said he didn't take his methadone two days in a row but by the second day he was starting to feel it so he took it. He wants to be free from it so badly, I worry he'll do more harm than good. He needs to do it the right way and wean down. He's terrified of any withdrawal when he weans off it. I hope he doesn't have any, or they are minimal, if he does it the way the clinic tells him to. I haven't so angry with him lately. Maybe it's b/c of other things I've realized. Looking at yourself is hard to do sometimes. I have a lot to talk about in my session on Friday, but I think I'm finally making progress on my anger issues.
Members who read this post also read:
Pros and Cons of Surgery and Questions for my Doct...