I have a therapy session tomorrow at 3:30! i am so sure that i gained weight. i increased my calories/day to 2,000, which is a lot considering i used to abide by 800/day. every time i look in the mirrori look fuller, which is good! just started  using this  support system here , and its really working, i just have to try not to get addicted to it, or i might get get too obsessed with my problem, which is the last thing that i want.

 right now i am watching a bette davis movie with mommy, i hope she doesn't know that i joined this support system. i just want to seem like a normal child around people, but sometimes i feel like i just need to be around people who are dealing with the same problem