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Getting back to the doctor - p8ntballgrl's Diary
View Profile Ok so today is the first day I will start this journey over again.
I finally heard back from the pysch. I have to drop by and fill out paperwork again since it's been so long since I've seen him. I lied to my office manager and told her it was for my orthodontist. I hate that part of my disorder. I feel that everyone is looking at me like they know all my deepest darkest secrets.
Let me just say this now for the record....."I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!" but sometimes I find myself thinking about my life insurance policy and thinking of how my family could use it to better themselves.
I love them dearly and I would never want to hurt them in anyway but I can't for the life of me figure out why in the hell i think this way.



Jul 07
2008

One day you will......

You feel like you're falling backwards

Like you're slippin  thru the cracks, like no one would even notice

if you left this town and never came back.

You walk outsideand all you see is the rain, you look inside and all you feel is the pain. cause you can't see it now.

but down the road the sun is shining and every cloud has a silver lining.

just keep holding on.

every heartache makes you stronger but it won't be much longer, you'll find love, you'll find peace and the you you're meant to be.

I know right now that's the way you feel but one day you will.





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