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Getting back to the doctor - p8ntballgrl's Diary
View Profile Ok so today is the first day I will start this journey over again.
I finally heard back from the pysch. I have to drop by and fill out paperwork again since it's been so long since I've seen him. I lied to my office manager and told her it was for my orthodontist. I hate that part of my disorder. I feel that everyone is looking at me like they know all my deepest darkest secrets.
Let me just say this now for the record....."I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!" but sometimes I find myself thinking about my life insurance policy and thinking of how my family could use it to better themselves.
I love them dearly and I would never want to hurt them in anyway but I can't for the life of me figure out why in the hell i think this way.



Mar 19
2008

My Grandma's Trunk

This was writtien and framed for my grandma before she died. There will be a picture to follow in a few days.

 

This is my grandma's trunk. It's full of many beautiful flowers. Flowers that tell the story of her life just as pictures do for others.

Mums because she's is a mother of wonderful children.

Baby's breath for all her grandchildren, great grandchildren and many yet to come.

Berries to remind us of the ones we picked to bake pies with.

Leaves that we used to make forts out of in the front yard of her house every fall.

The roses to remind grandma of her beautiful bushes that bloomed every spring.

Holly to remind her that we always loved christmas at her house.

Most of all the sunflower to remind her of grandpa and how he's big enough now to watch over all of us no matter where we are.

Forget me nots to let grandma know we will always love her and not to forget that most of all.





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