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Getting back to the doctor - p8ntballgrl's Diary
View Profile Ok so today is the first day I will start this journey over again.
I finally heard back from the pysch. I have to drop by and fill out paperwork again since it's been so long since I've seen him. I lied to my office manager and told her it was for my orthodontist. I hate that part of my disorder. I feel that everyone is looking at me like they know all my deepest darkest secrets.
Let me just say this now for the record....."I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!" but sometimes I find myself thinking about my life insurance policy and thinking of how my family could use it to better themselves.
I love them dearly and I would never want to hurt them in anyway but I can't for the life of me figure out why in the hell i think this way.



Mar 29
2008

just filled out first application for ssd

so i fill out some forms online last night to see if i would qualify for ssd.

I get a call from like 4 people today. I listen to all the voice mails and decide on this company called ALLSUP.

I talked to this lady named Laura and she seemed to think i might be a shoe in. so she tells me to go ahead and apply online and wait for a response if no response then go to my local ss office and apply. then let her know what happens.

i didn't know that they (ssd lawyers) don't get paid unless I get paid. Uh I say so i figure why not. then she tells me that the state (georgia) has just passed some bill or whatever to get like 200 more judges to help with all the cases so she thinks maybe if i'm lucky it won't take 2 years to get paid.

that was the high point of my day. if anyone reads this and want's to know why this was my high point just go to the forums and read...."listen up non bipolars" and you will get the rest of the story.





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