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Getting back to the doctor - p8ntballgrl's Diary
View Profile Ok so today is the first day I will start this journey over again.
I finally heard back from the pysch. I have to drop by and fill out paperwork again since it's been so long since I've seen him. I lied to my office manager and told her it was for my orthodontist. I hate that part of my disorder. I feel that everyone is looking at me like they know all my deepest darkest secrets.
Let me just say this now for the record....."I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!" but sometimes I find myself thinking about my life insurance policy and thinking of how my family could use it to better themselves.
I love them dearly and I would never want to hurt them in anyway but I can't for the life of me figure out why in the hell i think this way.

May 01
2008

Feeling pretty good today.

Ok I diffently have to tell the doc about all the restlessness and the fact if i take a weightloss pill I feel like a real person again even with my meds.

I'm going to my mom and dad's tomorrow and i got those butterflies in my stomach like I'm going to meet someone for the first time or like I get when it's time to go to the doc....not sure what all that's about....lol

Not sure if I will be online for a few days. So no one worry too much unless my parents start fighting or something.....lol





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