So i have another appointment tomorrow with the pdoc. and already my hands shake when i think about it too long like right now...ha ha  I have to pay him $85 to get him to fill out my short termdisability paper. I don't know yet if he will extend my medical leave or take me off. If he takes me off at least i can file for unemployment then. If not i'm not sure what to do. I find myself everyday looking for a job but then I know i can't go to work while on med. leave. I have to get some money coming in sooooooooon.

wish my luck tomorrow on whatever happens. i know i will have to take my bottle of ativan with me,  i always have to have a "shot" before i go in......lol ha ha ha