If the migraines don't kill me...

Then I'm sure either the stress, the pain, or my crappy-ass diet will. I'm still waiting to hear whether or not I qualify for the Botox Assistance Plan for Botox injections to see if they workfor my migraines. I can't even remember if I wrote about this already or not.

I'm sooooo tired. Still not sleeping. Maybe I should include THAT in the list of things that may kill me, too. Cuz I maybe got 5 hours of sleep last night. Boo peed on my bed sometime during the day while we were gone. Ugh. So pissed off about that. He's been doing so good, so now I have to watch him like a hawk and see if it was stress-related or if he has a bladder infection again. I can't deal with all that crap.

I'm just so tired. I go to bed and get up thinking about my book I'm writing, which probably REALLY isn't healthy. It's not like I've been commissioned to write it. So I have no money coming in for it. So, it needs to get back somewhere and walk off for a bit, so I can sleep.

I had a migraine yesterday from my loud damn family. They just are sooooo loud. And they honestly wonder why I rarely visit. I can't TAKE all that noise. Jeez! And I'm sorry, but if you've read my profile, you know I could care less about Easter--I'm NOT Christian. It's just not my thing. It doesn't mean anything but being with family to me, and being with family usually means getting sick, cuz I get a migraine almost EVERY time.

Oy... So tired, so, so tired. I just need some rest. I think if I could rest, I wouldn't be so crabby today, and I'm really crabby. I was griping earlier on my twitter page about hard-boiled eggs. I mean, seriously, who really, in the whole scheme of things, cares that much about picking the skin and the hard outer shell off of hard-boiled eggs but me? Maybe cuz I'm a perfectionist with a Type-A personality. I totally wanted to be a chef, but I knew I was too much of a perfectionist to do it, and I guess my irritation with having to peel hard-boiled eggs that don't come apart easily just shows how truly BAD I'd be at it. I'm a good cook, but I'd SUCK at being a chef.

Ugh... See, I'm seriously crabby... Whatever. I guess I just need to let off some steam. I took a vic/val cocktail. That should help calm some of the pain and maybe at least take the edge off the migraine. I'll probably still have to take Migranal or DHE injection, but at least this will be a start. I'm in enough pain to warrant it, anyway, and I'm stressed enough to take it.

And maybe I can get some rest in a little bit.

On the good news front (yes, there actually is some of that), my desktop is at the computer doc. Yay! I'll have a good computer when it comes back, or we'll set up Ed's to suit my needs. It's a better computer anyway, and he doesn't use it for much, so it really just needs a modem installed for what I need it for, and mine's more what he needs. So weird how we got it mixed up like that, but I had mine first, and he rebuilt his after he got me mine (i was a present, what a sweetheart, huh? *sigh*). So... we'll see how bad a shape mine's in, and I've got my flash drive with everything backed up. But I need to install a bunch of stuff on the laptop, which I'm using now, which requires the external hard drive we got, and I can't find it, so he's gonna have to go through the storage shed to find it. Or I can just write things out long-hand and deal with it for the 3 days my computer will be gone. Maybe that's the easiest thing to do, cuz I hate this laptop. It's ancient by computer standards. *grimace*

However, I will get a good working computer soon, and that's cool. I need to have something that will work for my needs. I'm a gamer, and I haven't been able to play anything recently. Major issue! And being online has been difficult, tweeting is hard, and I've been using my cell phone for EVERYTHING short of MDJ and a couple of other sites. Not doing anywhere near what I used to online, and it's seriously impeding my social life--yes, I used to have one! LOL Just it was online, and I've lost most of that. Sucks.

Anyway, that's my story, and I'm stickin to it... Catch ya later, dudes.