first day with diagnosis

going to the Rheumatologist today, hopefully he tries something different.. maybe even examine me.. (which he has yet to do)  The meds don't seem to be working. Tired of feeling tired and in pain! I really need him to be more aggressive!  Either that or i am going to see a new doctor for a second opinion!!!  i have had it!  Anyone know of a Fibro Specialist in Boston!!

so, here i go again. The pain going down from the right side of my tail bone, to my hip down my thigh, through the knee , ankle and rt side of the foot.  I cannot even feel the rt side of my foot.. its like its not even there. And my left thigh feels like electricity... you know when you were a kid and you touched that square battery to your tongue LMAO (you know you did), thats what my le

I don't even know where to begin. I hate this.. i hate my body i hate the pain.. The constant freaking pain.... Then, my family undermines me.. i swear my mom is trying to take over my life. Atfirst i thought she was trying to help me with my daughter.. but now.. my daughter doesn't even talk with me... nor visit. my mom tells her things i never said.

My life is crashing down...

I am very sad this week. Lots of pain. Couldnt get out of bed a all one day, and today is looking like I will be heading back to bed. I dont uderstand how all my life i have been there for my familyand friends... checking up on them. Staying the night if they had surgery and even giving them a shower! (I know) But not one of them have even called me to see how i am feeling, or if there is anyth