|Aug 03 2010|
|Jun 22 2010|
so, here i go again. The pain going down from the right side of my tail bone, to my hip down my thigh, through the knee , ankle and rt side of the foot. I cannot even feel the rt side of my foot.. its like its not even there. And my left thigh feels like electricity... you know when you were a kid and you touched that square battery to your tongue LMAO (you know you did), thats what my le
|Jun 01 2010|
I don't even know where to begin. I hate this.. i hate my body i hate the pain.. The constant freaking pain.... Then, my family undermines me.. i swear my mom is trying to take over my life. Atfirst i thought she was trying to help me with my daughter.. but now.. my daughter doesn't even talk with me... nor visit. my mom tells her things i never said.
My life is crashing down...
|Mar 29 2010|
I am very sad this week. Lots of pain. Couldnt get out of bed a all one day, and today is looking like I will be heading back to bed. I dont uderstand how all my life i have been there for my familyand friends... checking up on them. Staying the night if they had surgery and even giving them a shower! (I know) But not one of them have even called me to see how i am feeling, or if there is anyth