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Finding Contentment

Looking for the light but not quite finding the end of the tunnel...

Feel Lost

Feb 22 2012

still taking one day at a time, the SSRI be out of my system by now, but my head is still hurting and I am constantly on edge with my youngest son, all I do is yell at him. I have had a day where Ifelt normal in the head but it only lasted about 36 hours. It is at night that I seem to feel the change in my head.

I really need to get on track, I need a job, but I feel scared I will get a job and then have a bad day and f*** up.

I don't know what to do with my son he is driving me to the end of the earth with his crap that comes out of his mouth.

I feel lost..... I want to get on with life.... Feel like so much is holding me back still....

Previous diary posts by Light68:

Keeping a check of myself
On holidays ... On edge...
Still feeling my way...
Not sure where my emotions are..
Good Days

What a day yesterday...
Rambling
Another day..
Day 4..
Which plant am on..

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written by Zippy2011, March 13, 2012

My son can really get too me, especially when I am feeling very low. He can make me very irritable and I end up yelling at him and then feel so crap for not being able to control my frustration.