One more sleep & i've made it to 2 MONTHS YIPPEE YAY unreal......!!!!!!

Well what do you know i've made it finally to 2months (8weeks) WOW well in one more sleep, yep i'm a very happy girl, my last real break was only 2 months which was 5 years ago, so to reachit again is great but i have to get past it, 3 months here we come, i feel unreal and proud of myself.  Today i'm at home doing house work as we have a house inspection on friday 17th july, woot woo riveting stuff hey, nah i guess what i'm trying to say is that i can now be at home and not want to smoke cones, which i use to love doing especially to get into my house work LOL  had to make it more interesting but not anymore....i can't see myself actually smoking again but then again i haven't really been around it to test myself i'm sure that day will come but the way my mind is i can't see me doing it, you know lighting up, i won't lie i still do think about marijuana & i'm sure that will take awhile to get it out of my track of thought, if it ever does go away, but at least now i know i can live my life without, so far, or at least handle situations without going oh my god i need a cone to calm down & then go & pump almost half a stick into myself (which is about 4-5 cones) so i can settle and then get on with things, but then i'd be a bong mong which would settle me but then would take a bit for me to get back into what ever i was doing lol i'd get so side tracked LOL, well it isn't funny really....well anyway i think i'm going to stop boring you and myself with this entry but i'll return when i have something else to say.  ooohhh before i go just an update on the baby situation, still nothing as the draught of sex is still going lol so it's a bit hard to make a baby if there is no practising going on but keep watching this space because you just never know when it could happen heheheheeehe....

To everyone that is on this hard journey with me i hope your all still keeping up the good work & for those that have just started KEEP KEEPING STRONG my friends, it's hard but you can all beat this addiction........ :)

Take it easy,

Feez

:)

xoxo