Feeling Hopeless

Hey everyone,

I am back from a long break from this site.. a lot of things occurred during my absence.

 First of all, I was diagnosed with Obstructive Sleep Apnea, which took severalsleep studies to find it. Afterwards, I have been getting pains in my feet and hands. I was fearing it could be Diabetes. After taking the A1C I went clear; but I still want to focus on changing my lifestyle habits. Turns out, I have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome in my right hand, and slightly have it in my left hand... after taking a very PAINFUL EMG (pretty bruised up from it). 

 I am also back on Medication. I went into that phase where I felt I did not want to be on medication. My Bipolar came back and got bad when it did, so I got back on. I am depressed I still have to rely on medication; but one of the very many reasons I came back was to get support from people here, and try to stabilize my Bipolar and Depression.

So, again.. I am here now! And I hope to get close with some of you again, and make new friends too!

Sincerely,

Leah :)