I am have not been told I have PTS Disorder...I probably do to some degree...

I have been attacked when I was a child  by my autistic brother...If I hear a yell orscream...If it sounds like my brother...I still jump...I thought I was over it...but me and mom were in the store a couple of yrs ago...and the employee's yelled or something...and me and my mom both jumped...My mom told me when I was a baby...my brother would start making the sound he makes....and I would be asleep...and I would jump up and hide myself...behind a chair...

 I guess it still haunts me

 I got attacked by my pet a 2 yrs ago...It was really bad...Its really hard just too type about it....I got attacked by the bathroom one morning after my husband went to work...It was really bad...After we had too get rid of our pet...It was very hard for me to come out of the bathroom...I would stay in there forever...I would cry constantly...panic and anxiety...are always there...when the anniversary date comes around I feel so much anxiety and panic...I feel like its going to happen again...it's hard...we still live in the same home...the bathroom is next to the bedroom...so when I have to go in the middle of the night...which I do a lot...its a lott of anxiety...its dark and I feel like something bad's about too happen to me...I used to be more independent...I have a fear of sleeping in my bedroom a lone...I've only slept in the bedroom once...alone...since it occured...I have a fear of going outside...I am afraid someone will attack me or something...or break in...even though nothing like that hasn't ever happened to me...that's what the anxiety and panic has turned into....I try to talk about it...but it is really hard...I still have scars on my legs as a reminder of what happened...this event took place on dec 24th,2005...our wedding day was just a few months away