|Feb 07 2010|
I finally saw a dr on friday and have been diagnosed with bi poar .
my first thoughts was a little bit numb .does this mean I am in fact mad? but also releved that I now know why I behave theway I do and why I've done the thing I have in the past that I couldnt understand .
I've ben rapid cycling for two days yesturday felt normal in the morning got to the afternoon droppd my daughter off at my mums and started feeling down just got in bed nd didnt get up till 11 pm when I decided to start hoovering and mopping the floor ..
today same again normal when I woke up then on a high today I have to be up early for work but instead of going to bed as normal Ive decided to cean my cuboards out and go throgh all my paper work ..but this is positive Iv'e not been able to face opening my mail for nearly a year ..bills etc and now I have so I feel good ..wonder though how I'm gonna be tomorrow ..please dont let me be on a down day ...
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