Fae

It's okay Erin. We all have lists like these. Im sure mine is just as long!

Hey--My dear friend....

I would suggest that you challenge of these thoughts in your head, I am guessing most of them are not true If some of true, remember you can always fix what u want to fix. You have always taking the steps in the healing process, you are aware of the thinking u r thinking. Check out some of my posts, in the self-esteem section...Its about positive self-talk.

Just a suggestion.

Big hugs to u.

Dee

You know when you have a life when none of that matters. My son is hansom as hell and fit as a fiddle. He runs a mile or two every other day or swims in the lake in our backyard. He kayaks, bikes and we have sailed together. He has blond curls and blue eyes, a perfect face and body but he is autistic. Last Saturday he tried to kill himself by throwing himself off our balcony. I brought him home to day and he was very lucky. Back on the pills again because he is lonely and or sexually abused by his room mate in a care home. I used to think he was so hansom, not like other people but now I know it just makes him more vulnerable and puts a big target on his back. My point is, is that a person can be everything perfect but if his mind is gone what good it it to comb the hair? The hardest thing we do as humans is see other people's problems as our own. Once there, we don't have any. Did I mention what a huge heart he has. My wife and me adore him but what he wants is.... He's never had any woman besides his mother care about him. Nut even an ugly one. You can dress him up but you can't take him out. I would trade all he has in body for a mind even if he was in a wheel chair. I think this is late and not so inspiring. The lesson is: There is always worse and it ain't over yet. I wish you lock. I think you are impressive. Liked your post.