Just the daily life, goings on, what not in my life http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/everyday Wed, 19 Jun 2013 13:29:18 +0100 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/everyday/the-end-of-day-2 <p>The end of day 2 towards my quitting life was rather difficult. &nbsp;I have fear of what might happen again........towards the sucidal thoughts and well I just can&#39;t be scared anymore.</p><p>&nbsp;I know what is going on, it&#39;s the bipolar and I know how to work it out. &nbsp;IT&#39;S SO DIFFICULT! &nbsp;When all you want is that cigarette but you can&#39;t it is rewarding though.</p><p>&nbsp;My skin is looking healthier</p><p>Everything seems brighter</p><p>The smell of tobacco YUCK! [...] LadyCity