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Enjoying Life with my Beautiful BP wife

As most of you know I am in hopelessly in love with a girl who is kinda fucked up (She has a Mood Disorder). Well she thinks she is fucked up but I think she is absolutely incredible and adore everything about her. I am going to keep this journal and make it public for everyone to read to give hope to people who are in relationships with someone who has a mood disorder. Like BP! My posts are not going to talk about how bad it is or go into every detail on what the episodes entail because to me that drama means very little. Its the things we do during the good times and methods we use to cope with the bad times. Ill warn you, living with my loved one is not as bad as what people may seem because I am very lucky. I found someone to love who is a fighter, 100lbs of beautiful woman that has demonstrated an ability to cope even through the hardest of times!
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Pdoc visit!

Apr 29 2010

Went to the P doc with my wife again. I had to ask him a question that my wife and I debated for quite some time about.

The debate was should I go to every visit?

I was saying I shouldn't and here is why.

I feel my wife dealing with her bi polar may be really convincing herself that she needs to second guess herself about everything. Like her dependence is start disappear and she is starting to become a person that can't stand on her own. I do not want this, I want to be there for her and take care of her but I want her to be her own person. So when we go to the docs in deed he gets my view points but I am afraid that my wife may skew her answers because I am there. Although I know she is always a 100% honest with me I feel it may be involuntary.

Of course my wife disagrees completely and ...........................

So did the P Doctor!

So although my theory made sense to me it was very wrong. From my wifes perspective and her doctors perspective an understanding supportive spouse should be involved every step of the way.

I can live with that.

Loyalty

Previous diary posts by Loyalty:

Diet!
What to do!
Together Again!
Back in the woods!
out of the woods now!

can't sleep!
Sunday not so good!
all is good!
I got problems too!
Day 2 Seroquil

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