death of a soulmate |
Jun 24 2012 |
this is the anniversary date when my best friend died, she was my soulmate for sure, i watched her slowly be cut apart from diabetes and gangrene. i remember the doctor calling me and tellingit had turned for the worse. i had been through so many problems with her health, i thought it was just another problem, but it was the big one, she was just ready to go, tried of the pain , here i am a bipolar drunk with ptsd, and lose my only grounding to keep me in touch. my mother had just died couple months before, all my unconditional love people were gone, i had to finn on my on, of course i was ready to go next, what the use. but i had son to take care of, it kept me going, i still cry thinking about her, i am crying now thinking about it now and writing, so much grief still.
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Lken Deeply moved by reading your entry about the anniversary of the death of your soulmate- heart goes out to you big time! Prayers in out to you too! Thank goodness you had a son to keep you holding on to life as you are a special person with methinks a special destiny this gl is pleased you are part of Self Esteem&Positive Thinking sg,for sure! Know what it is like to lose a special loved one as have lost someone who was my hero plus always will be a few years ago plus lost a beloved set dog just over two years ago Have supported loved ones through their losses too many times! There is a post over on the Forum Self Esteem Resources called Comforting Words For Those Living With A Lost Loved One- in our group SE&PT sg! Know that am always here for you as a shoulder to jean on too-am a home listener plus all said to me stays with me totally too. Writing helps as does poetry in the mourning process. Take comfort in your memories of her plus live your life so she would be proud of you- this is what gives me both comfort and strength anyhow!Asking angels to tremendously yet also tenderly bless you(¡)may it be so! giant gentle hugs Love your sister Clarita :-)(rooting mightily for you)
Lken,
I just finished reading your post about losing your best friend. My heart truly goes out to you. I will definitely keep you in my prayers. Please know that the memories of your friend that makes you smile & brings you joy will keep her memory alive....BIG HUG TO YOU!
I just finished reading your post about losing your best friend. My heart truly goes out to you. I will definitely keep you in my prayers. Please know that the memories of your friend that makes you smile & brings you joy will keep her memory alive....BIG HUG TO YOU!
thx guys, some of the best friends you have and we never know until they are gone
I lost my best friend, a true soul mate, to evil cancer. I know your pain.
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