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is the ego yearning for the past or future? the ego thrives on something new.  and always looking for the next.  it looks for satisfaction.  but the i wants wholeness. it can only wefound in the now, so the ego lives in the past and future,      past= depression, future=anxiety.  now =wholeness.    fear of boredom is illusion of nothingness.    so the path is letting go of the illusion of nothingness.   and the goal is the awareness of allness.

  ego is automatic, the awareness of  the self replaces the ego as the seat of the I. it is the road to spiritual discovery.