Why wear a ribbon?

"So to help in the struggle against Hepatitis C." (passionsword)

MDJunction to me

"My name is Jayna and I wanted to take this opportunity to say how much MDJunction has meant to me. I always felt so alone before I joined in April of 2012. I felt like there wasn't anyone that really cared about me and what I was going through. I felt like there was no one that would truly listen to me in what I was feeling. Nobody was there for me. That is before I found MDJ!

I have found and met such good people on these forums. I never ever knew there were such compassionate people before MDJ. It's also nice to know that I can come here anytime and get support for what I am feeling. I feel like I have met some wonderful life long friends. It is also an outlet for me to try and help other people that are hurting. It gives me a good feeling inside and gives me self confidence in helping other people.

I hope MDJ will be as good for you as it has been for me! Many Blessings and Much love." (jayna01)

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i will change my name to why me. or why not me. i have only one of them. best i can do with who me is. what would life be without the voice in my head

are we empaths

Jun 11 2012

i went to a qigong workshop with about 500 people, i went in feeling kind of down, maybe from the anxiety of so many people, this was my 3rd qigong workshop, i know doing qigong is good for my monkeymind. it settles my emotions and relaxes my heart, and slows the mind. but when i went i felt very unsettled. my body hurt and felt the bad emotions and energy around me, i was just wondering was i setting myself up for a fall? i set in back of room by the door , looking to escape anytime , or leave if i could deal with it anymore, was all this in my head? my energy level was down big time. by the second day, it is a 4 day workshop, i came home tired completely out of it, i got home ate a magic brownie my energy level went right up. so i wonder is all this stuff. do i carry it in my head. today i was ok, felt better, because i decided it was in my head.

Previous diary posts by lken:

making of the new
looking for it
my moon shadow
rum dum
living with peter pan

doing the memorial day thing.
we wrap it with sex.
being me
dreams
pushing buttons

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written by damselndistress, June 11, 2012

I had an old lady point at me once with her index finger and she wrinkled up her face and said with authority, "We see through the veil."
another clearly did have some skills and one time got a very odd look on her face and said, " you were an only child" another time she started weeping and shook her head and said " I am so sorry about your family " another was on her death bed and looked up at me with light in her eyes and got a big grin on her face and said " you know! "
I am not sure what any of this meant but every time it sent shivers up my spine.
Paritally because I myself was in working thinking mode not in feeling mode and it always took me by surprise.

written by lken, June 12, 2012

they had a class yesterday on near death experiences and what people see and feel. i wonder if this was correct, why would anyone want to live in this sort of life. they all who came back said it was a place of peace and warm and love, we only seem to feel that hear when we let ourselves, most of time the shields are up and we feel alone, because we want to hide from our on fear.