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Droplets

Battles

Jan 29 2012

Everyday there are so many battles going in the brain. i can't let the irrational thoughts and worries win. so far most of the time i'm winning but i'm feeling and getting tired already.

Previous diary posts by rainwater:

Selfish me
Task
Agitated
Need to be more positive

Tired Day
Panic
Anxious over past actions
I don't want to surrender to them!

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written by OCDMD, February 12, 2012

I've had OCD since I was a pre-teen. I'm 62 and those irrational thoughts are with me most days. I also have bipolar disorder and the only times that these thoughts and behaviors were not there was when I was manic.
After awhile, you know those thoughts and behaviors are irrational but the wiring in your brain keeps them there. Sometimes my anxiety gets so bad that I just can't deal.