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diary of a woman trying to find where i went

wow 3 whole hours more only woke up six times but wow i think taht's 7 hours in eight days
i'm on a slow roll
the whole now staring to get a little irritating
but hell got a second verse for ode to lamb
and apparently wrote in my sleep
cuz it was just there when i woke up
no wonder i'm tired

okay the scoop is ....

Jul 22 2010

my health is permanently affected by my eating disorder

sucks reality slaps u in the face...but must do this

my blood pressure is down to 80/42 and was even lower when first got there

malnorished and dehydrated had to be on feeding tubes and i.v's

pisses me off failed at anorexia....fat anorexic...damn can't even do that right... whatever also said that if i do not stop this will not make it thru the year..will be going to oconomowoc wisc. to eating disorder treatment in a few weeks when they have an open bed...so i must get this under control...

Previous diary posts by lamb47802:

home all....
i am going to inpatient tonight
never though silence could be sooo painful
amazin how much easier it is to do nothin without ...
how long can u live in survival mode ...... still ...

things are going good
why does it even matter where about me... my son c...
i does happen ican sleep
wow
AND ON THE 7TH DAY SHE SLEPT

Comments (3) Add Comment

written by jmick, July 22, 2010

I hope you're able to get it under control. We all want to see you stick around

written by jstsIm, July 22, 2010

OH Baby, my heart goes out to you! Maybe this will be the best thing, who knows. I just know for the short time you've been back, you are opening up, sharing what is going on and that by it's self shows growth and strength. I believe you can do this. Nothing in live worth having comes easy or free, but I also believe se go thru these struggles for a reason, one we cannot usually see. HUGS AND A TIKLE...Reba

written by PhilPhil46, July 22, 2010

Hi Lamb,

Sending you some positive energy and hope you win the battle.

. Boy can I related to wanting to find myself before all the crap hit me and changed my life. smilies/cry.gif