|Jul 22 2010|
my health is permanently affected by my eating disorder
sucks reality slaps u in the face...but must do this
my blood pressure is down to 80/42 and was even lower when first got there
malnorished and dehydrated had to be on feeding tubes and i.v's
pisses me off failed at anorexia....fat anorexic...damn can't even do that right... whatever also said that if i do not stop this will not make it thru the year..will be going to oconomowoc wisc. to eating disorder treatment in a few weeks when they have an open bed...so i must get this under control...
i am going to inpatient tonight
never though silence could be sooo painful
amazin how much easier it is to do nothin without ...
how long can u live in survival mode ...... still ...
why does it even matter where about me... my son c...
i does happen ican sleep
AND ON THE 7TH DAY SHE SLEPT
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