|Oct 31 2010|
One of the most stressful things about my pregnancy have been seeing my body grow and not being able to have control over it. At 33 weeks, I have gained about 50 lbs. While that is a lot of weight, nothing I did could stop it. But the weight isnt the issue here.. stretch marks are. From day one, I lathered myself up with numerous different kinds of lotions only to get stretch marks after all. Not just a few, but a few HUNDRED. Never would I have thought something so devastating would come out of something so amazing like having my son. Is it mean that it upsets me so much? I know that in the end it will be so rewarding and so worth it.. but its just so hard to see this happening to my body. My stomach is covered from side to side, top to bottom with thick, wide, deep red stretch marks. Its so emotional because I know there is nothing I can do to fix this. Anyone else ever feel the same or have similar stretch marks?
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