Why wear a ribbon?

"I have rheumatoid-arthritis " (Chameleon13)

MDJunction to me

"For me, MDjunction has been a place where I can share my experiences
living with the very rare bone disease called Ollier's ( Enchondromatosis ) with the parents of children recently diagnosed. I can help them not to run
into the pitfalls my parents did when I was young, give them a bit of a view
from their child's perspective and simply be there to offer support and
hope to people who are scared and just had their lives upended. I also belong to a chronic pain group and it's been a Godsend to be able to actually
talk with others who understand what I'm dealing with. Besides them helping me through my tough times, I can be there to help them as well. Here too, I can use my years of experience to help others avoid pitfalls and it makes me feel good, gives my life more purpose. MDjunction brings people
together when their suffering, at their darkest and feeling alone in this world and allows some light to be brought back into their lives. HOPE, that's what
MDjunction means to me!
Linda aka Macv" (Macv)

more testimonials

Depression or is it a Low Day

Everyday livings

Don't Feel Like Myself - Part 2

Mar 08 2012

I'm feeling better than the last diary entry...but over the past 3 days i'm 'feeling' and noticing it, i have calm moments, then i get overwhelmed, then i get insecure and childlike and don't want to do anything, then i get excitable, a bit restless & hyper...all this happens numerous tmes in a day, but i would say i'm mostly calm. I'm doing the EMDR Stress Managmt/Relaxation CD more than once a day & I often use it to check in with myself go deep and find out how 'i'm feeling inside' i feel better doing the CD, i'd be lost without it. I've been journalling after I do CD so i can present my therapist with a few things when I see him next, sharing insights Im getting and there are many...i truly believe all this is meant to be and part of my recovery & healing.

I don't feel like myself these days, not sure if its the therapy I''m getting that i'm suddenly 'feeling' and its uncomfortable at times, i never felt this way before, its kind of scary...i listed some of the feelings above its hard to explain. Sometimes it feels like i'm having 'mixed' symptoms but i haven't needed Klonopin over these past few days.

Previous diary posts by Dit:

Don't Feel Like Myself
Is This Depression
Restlessness with Insight
Feeling Low
Therapy

New Year 2012 Ramblings
Sleep Problems
Thanksgiving Weekend
Feeling Good
Update

Comments (3) Add Comment

written by IDoNotKnow, March 08, 2012

(((DIT)))

written by 2ofme, March 10, 2012

Keeping you in prayer, my friend. May His peace be with you always.

written by writer7489, March 26, 2012

::hug::