Just very tired today |
Apr 08 2009 |
Well Im very tired today went out for about two hours today the sun got to me a little. I have been weak lately but we all know lupus wondering when am I going to just be Normal or fill no pain.
Depressed from LUPUS
Today was a hard day for me emotionaly but Im making it through the day with my other half spent time with my step kids today to the boys out to get a hair cut today enjoyed the walk and the sun. And also went to play basketball with my oldest step son an just so you know I kick ass but had to go do to the COLD you know what that do to us Lupus people but Im making but Im okay MD Family.......
Wondering if I will be able to enjoy SPRING BREAK |
Apr 06 2009 |
Today was an okay day but I was wondering if I was going to be able to enjoy my spring break with my kids with easter coming and all. I want to be able to play and hide eggs with them and just be ableto spend time with them without getting weak or tired or just even depressed I hope so cause I was int he hospital last year not being able to be there for them. But it is what it is
How I felt today |
Apr 05 2009 |
Today I felt like I was nothing I felt like I didnt care about anything that I was lower than low I felt like I was not even in my right stay of mind I felt like I was not even real. My mind wasblank I was walking slow. But it is what it is...
How I miss my brother and sister!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Apr 04 2009 |
I was looking around on the site and see how so many people are sick and how strong we are but you know what I wanted to scream and cry because I was saying I miss my sister and brother I lost to LUPUS.
But one thing I can say is they are not filling any pain any more.
Yesturday & Today |
Apr 04 2009 |
Yesturday was so hard for me I could not sleep that night wondering if I was okay know I was sick and wondering what my spouse is thiking in the back of her head.
She pulled me together and bath me me being very weak and tired my little one in the back ground screaming she still took care of me wishing in the back of my head I was normal & but realizing no one is normal at all
I Pray !!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Mar 31 2009 |
I pray every day that the flare up go away and the pain goes away and the memory lost goes away. And on day I go to the doctor they say that my LUPUS is gone. That will be the greatest day of my life this I pray for every night.....