Dear Jim

Dear you left me 3 weeks ago today.  In someways it seems like yesterday, I remember everything so clearly and still feels like you are still here, in other ways it seems like a lifetime ago.  So much has changed for all of us.  We are all still stuggling with the loss and emotions are running very deep. 

I've asked Alison from hospice to come back up and visit us on Weds so that we can make sure we are on the healthy greiving journey.   I sometimes worry that I won't be able to hold it together for the long term.  Spent more time crying these last few days then not.  Really wish you were still here with me.  I miss you so terribly.  Hard to concentrate on anything but missing you.

Had a job interview today but not sure I was answering their questions well.  Need to get things together but it is very difficult.