|May 22 2011|
Dear yesterday was the 3 month anniversary (if that is the appropriate word) of when you left us. It seems like only yesterday when the images and sounds of that last night come flooding backon me, which is quite frequently. It seems like forever when I think about how long I've been without you smile, laugh and touch. Miss you more now then ever. It is very hard to continue some days without you.
I had an interview last week. I think it went well, hopefully I didn't sound too desparate. I really need to get this job, not just for the money (which sure would help!) but for my sanity. I need to have something new to focus on that I can imerse myself in.
We've been working more in your garden. Sean moved some hostas up there as well as some bleeding hearts. He also found a couple of pieces of the old rose bush from the side of the house that were still alive so we moved those up too. Hopefully all the plants we've put in will survive and come back year after year and it will be a beautiful peaceful place for us to go and think about you.
As far as I know your parents, brother and sister are still coming up for Sean's graduation. Wonder how that is going to go???
Love you so very much!
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