Diary Entries for Heba83

Horrible days

Heba83

When I feel that I'm alone !! and not able to sleep "_"

Not feeling well

Heba83

I hate it when I feel that my family don't get it , I push alot on myself , to be able to have a life , work and do things at home, but sometimes I reach levels, i'm not able to move a muscle!!, I would need help for someone to pass my mobile for me, guess what ?! they try to give me a lesson about being lazy,,, what shall I do? talk to them ? I've already did ,,,
I avoid feeling depressed because of what I go through , but such things happen to me, it makes me mad and sad , [...]

My sunshine

Heba83

Having him in my life makes a difference ^_^

a wedding tonight ,,, Nothing to wear

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It's my friend's wedding today ,, and I want to go , but nothing in my closet fits on me ,,, I hate being overweight and I dont know what can I do more about it , diet, exercise, anything is nothelping me loosing weight... what can I do ???

Glad to have him in mylife

Heba83

The more he's around , and better I feel

Feeling better

Heba83

Pain is less, I've having more peaceful days, and I'm back to work normally, and I'm trying to keep taking my meds , all in time !! I hope I can be discipline.

Still , I'm notable to sleep well, my heart pulse is irregular, and my blood pressure went high yesterday and last night. wish it gets better "_"

Rough Night

Heba83

I've started Lyrica after 3 months of not taking it, I feel dizzy

I'm not feeling ok , I feel pain in my neck, my right hip & knee, and a weird feeling in my chest that makesbreathe hurt, and makes me feel sick.

I feel the migraine starting !!

Disability

Heba83

I got out of work early yesterday, I've been in horrible pain, I took some injection, as I've been told it's a nerve blocker. any way I stayed in bed for hours, till now , the next day , I have to go work, I have to drive myself there, I'm still feeling pain, I woke up last night with my right feet hurt as if it's broken and I can't walk on it,,, now I have to drive ?!!

Lyrica and Laroxyl ,,, and three days of being diabled at hom

Heba83

Hi ,

yesterday and the day before , I didn't go to work , I woke up that morning, and my lower half is all tensioned and I'm not able get up or set down, and when I walk , I looklike someone who had Rachitis. and I scream from time to time from pain , because of sudden move from of the muscles.

I've been taking Lyrica (75mg capsules twice a day ) for a week now , and 2 days ago I started the Laroxyl too ( 40mg/ml 10 drops a day at evening.

Therapy in Tunis

Heba83

Hello

I've been busy last week with business IT exhibition, and the week before I've been to Tunis, looking for a therapist who can follow up with my illness, I faced a problemcommunicating they speak french not english , but I was luck to find a german pain doctor , she's coool. and she connected me with a psycotherapist.

now I'm having Lyrica & some sort of antidepressant. and I have to travel to tunis twice a month [...]

Good times followd by pain crises

Heba83

Whenever I have good time , playing with my friends , going out , ,, etc. I know I'll suffer for hours of pain because of little effort I've done.

I'm sick of that , now when oneof my friends invite me out I think of what pain i can have later and I refuse. today my friends came to my house , I though this will cause less pain , but now I'm sick , tired, and pain is making me sleepless. OMG , how would I go to work in the morning?!