|May 28 2011|
so all these years in public school. im a freshman and there just now testing me for gifted. the main deal is is that im going to be homeschooled. (half my reasons for cutting are gone with that soyay.) the other deal is is that because of the testing the teacher reccomended i see a phsychiatrist.... you know./. the person my mum tries to be everytime i try to tell her about cutting or hearing voices or anything like that.
mum in her goody 2 shoes voice: oh no sweetie, your not insane, you dont cut, your perfectly normal!
me : mum i dont believe you heard me.
mum: NO! you just dont get out enough, get off the computer, put on some shorts, work in the yard with me, talk to people, stop reading those books.
me: but i sunburn, and i like being indoors.
i hate it when she does that! this happened about once a week during 7th grade when i first started. then less when i gave up on her in 8th, then more this year when it got real bad and i started trying to quit. blegh. :/
well other than having fewer reasons to... yea well i also get to take more dance classes. so yeppers.... well i miss my kittys.
OH! if you want to know the reason for my naaaaame on mdj, well thats because im addicted to caffiene, and reading, and dance. sooo yepperoozie
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