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WHY IS THIS SO FREAKING HARD

Sep 16 2008

Think it was better when I didnt know what disorder I had. Then I wouldnt be in this situation. I have freaking bp and everone says you need help gotta take your pills and all that shit buthow can I fucking get help and take the fucking pills if I have no money to get them or no gas to go to the doctors to get the dam help!!! I am so pissed off its not even funny. I want my fucking life back and I cant seem to get it. Its just too far to reach....Why??? I wish I never found out about this stupid disorder....

Previous diary posts by puppylover:

Feel Like I am at the end of the rope
Did a very very bad thing Dont know how to deal wi...
Meds are slowly helping
Cant do this any more
In a better mood today but so drained

Last night was the last straw
Same crap differant day
Today was okay but started feeling irritated a lit...
from bad to worse
can't seem to stop

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written by SurfEnv, September 17, 2008

man i am so in the same boat as u man. i just wish i never found out either.

written by meko608, February 12, 2010

pray.. alot. and you will be blessed. can you go to a free mhmr? or clinic ? i hate this too, i found out at 44.