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Feel Like I am at the end of the rope

Sep 14 2008

What else can go wrong in my life...I didn't ask for this disorder nor do I want it but I know I am stuck with it. I have gone through so many relationships and none worked.I was jealousall the time bad jealous. could never keep my mouth shut and would end up getting physically hurt. I cheated on just about every relationship but the one I am in now... wich is weird seeing is how we haven't touched in about 14 mon. And now this one is falling apart. I am overly jealous watch everything he does cause I think he will find somone else we fight non stop..But I Love him why cant I just stop acting the way I do..Is it because of the disorder? or is it just who I am? so ready to give up its not remotely funny. Its like everything I touch turns to shit.....

Previous diary posts by puppylover:

Did a very very bad thing Dont know how to deal wi...
Meds are slowly helping
Cant do this any more
In a better mood today but so drained
Last night was the last straw

Same crap differant day
Today was okay but started feeling irritated a lit...
from bad to worse
can't seem to stop

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written by trishy, September 14, 2008

Puppylover i am so sorry that you are going through this. I hope you get to feeling better soon.