|Mar 07 2010|
Today is a bad day and a good day. Such is the case with Bi Polar disorder and specifically the manic stage. I am raging through a manic the last 30 hours or so and it is a feeling I do miss. Sad asit is, there is no painfrom HS and no feelings of disgust and disdain of my body. All there is for me right now is blissful numbness.
But it will end. I am riding it out now.. and eventually I will sleep and wake up to the pain and discomfort again.
Small victory for today was handling a manic and not hurting anyone's feelings or making myself feel bad with bad decisions! WOot!
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It all came flooding back!