|Jan 22 2011|
Woke up late, fell asleep late as well tho. but none the less probably ruined the entire supposed structure of my day, been down all day and doing nothing but checking online here, and watchingtv lying in bed. Feel like crap, feel very alone even tho there are others outside my door, my family, i usually keep to myself on days like this, to avoid the feeling of judgement about the way i say things or how i look, or am acting. i just hate days like this, i have a friend who could come over but i cant seem to invite him. i have family out there but dont feel i can talk to them right now. have been off BP meds for 2 days now, i really think i need to find new ones to try and quick, i keep feeling like the BP is only getting worse, like im losing the ability to hide it around others. i just want to be normal again.
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