Daily Living

It has been an off-and-on day.  I am at peace at the moment, but I have had my moments today.  Church and Sunday School were good this morning, we had a good crowd.  After church, Dustyand my youngest son, Austan, went and finished some of the nick-nack work at my store.  Trying to get it ready to open.  After that, Austan had a physical to have done for high school football next year, then Dusty has decided that he and I need to seperate for awhile so that we can possible see things from the outside looking in, instead of wallering in the mess we are in right now.  I told him that if we did this, I wanted this to be looked at as a act of reconcilliation instead of an end-all.  He said that is what he wanted to do, so I agreed and now we are officially seperated. Feels a little wierd, but at the moment, I don't have the stress weighing on me as I did.  So I take it that that is a good thing.  Blood pressure is down and I am not spastick.  I think we need to take things one day at a time and work to make things right.  He has called out of concern for me more today, after he left, than he has all year.  This may have been exactly what we need for awhile, so I am ok with it.  Guess I will go to chior practice and then home to get the kids ready for school tomorrow.  Can't believe that it is almost time for them to get out of school for the summer.  I know mine are ready!  So right now, while things might seem all mixed up, I have peace.  I am going to hold on to that for the rest of the day.  Just maybe I will still have ahold of it come morning.